Oh what have I done yet again
Have I not learned anything
I don’t want to live in chaos
It’s like a ride that I want to get off
It’s hard to hold on to who I am
When I’m stumbling in the dark for a hand
I am so tired of battling with myself
With no chance to win.
You are still strong
Love will soon come
Just hold on.
I swear to god I am such a mess
The harder that I try I regress
I am my own worst enemy versuri. us
Right now I truly hate being me
Everyday feels like the road I’m on
Might just open up and swallow me whole
How do I feel so mighty small
When I’m struggling to feel at all.
Is the only rest we get
And the emptiness
Actually lets us forget
Is easiest in secret